I don't know what to put anymore (lol)

I don't know what to put anymore (lol)

CinnamonLV 12Bookworm

12d ago29

Don't mind the title but anyway I meant to post this a while ago but kind of forgot. At this point I would say I'm friends with everyone here??? But recently my grandma went was admitted to the hospital after multiple falls. But all she does is say I wanna die etc. So recently it's been hard and she doesn't eat and whenever she talks to me she says “when I die remember me”. Now she is being discharged and going to home hospice (IDK how to spell it) for end of life care. I didn't write this to be a drama queen but lots of things going on one on top of each other. But reading on this site and all the posts are great

4

5 replies

Athy_Loves_SkzLV 17Ink Weaver✦12d ago

aww i’m so sorry to hear this ☹ I feel you so so so so so so SOOOO much bro, my gran recently passed away after falling down some stairs, and it was incredibly traumatic when she was “recovering” and then started dying, and then we had to say our goodbyes and it was extremely difficult. I will never forget how different she looked, and how sad I felt. Grief doesn’t go away for years, it slowly seeps in deeper and deeper, and it must be even harder for you to be experiencing all of that and hearing her say stuff like that. I’m always here for hugs 🫂🫂

5

msclumsyLV 14Bookworm✦11d ago(edited)

Sending you a big hug🫂 I hope things get a little easier for you. If you ever need to vent, we're here for you😊.. i'm sure your grandma appreciates having you by her side.

4

kisstokisLV 27Ink Weaver✦12d ago

Im so sorry. Being a caregiver for someone on hospice is very hard on the mind and body. Just know that the community is here for you. If you need to vent, vent. If you need a distraction, we'll give you one ( or more). And you can have all the virtual hugs you can handle.

4

CinnamonLV 12Bookworm✦12d ago

I went incognito for a bit, (I think that's the word) so now I'm just posting updates

4

snowLV 21Ink Weaver✦11d ago

It’s so difficult to see our loved ones visibly give up on life and you just cannot do anything about it 😭

My gran always talks about her passing and stuff like that too 🥺 I’m just thankful for her being with us in every moment

And luv its not being drama queen AT ALL!!!!!! Please come and vent here when stuff’s hard ❤

We are all here for each other 🫂💗❤

3

Sign in to write in the margin.