I have teaa~~

so pretty much for the past 3 (off and on) years i’ve silently liked this guy. He is a few months younger than me, but is in a 1 year younger year group than me. In our town there are a few high schools, but I go to a girls one and he goes to the boys one just down the road.

We both catch the same bus, and I follow him on insta but we haven’t ever interacted bc neither of us go to parties/bonfires. Just a few days ago I told myself I didn’t like him anymore, bc my type has changed significantly (LOL) but today, me and my bestie were sitting on a 3 seater (we always do) and he was one of the last people on the bus. His friend was in the seat in front of us, and he was kinda standing next to me and my friends seat, and he looked like he was about to ask me to move my bag so I did.

Anyway I guess my heart says otherwise about not liking him anymore..? oh well. I have decided that unless he makes a move (him and my brother are kinda friends ish so he mayyy know I like(ed) him) I ain’t gonna pursue him bc i’m just no 100% interested.

any tips gang I suck at this 🥀ur mother has no one as ur father and probs won’t for a whileeee 😔