I lost 10 euro😢😥😮‍💨😦

Because nobody judges here I am gonna say it… Yes I cried because I lost 10 euro and you know why? Because my dad gave me for a “recompense” because I helped him and now I lost it (for me it was like my trophy I was so happy I said to myself YEAAAH I am gonna save it for when my dad ask me to buy bread 🥖 for exemple )and I have a card but I can not take the money (don’t ask me why I also don’t know) and I am not gonna tell him because he’s gonna be sad because he work hard for this money and he won’t trust me anymore and It’s 10 EUROOOO!!!😥 You know in other threads that I post I always put this emoji: ✌when I put them I am sad but like not the real real sad but like know I am tires and I am sad I cried and I just want to disappear not the hard way but just have no problem just relax. Why am I so dumb and I feel bad for not telling him the true but I also feel bad for saying him the true. I am gonna tried to have money like 8 euro and say to him that I bought a thing because I was hungry . You’re gonna ask how are you going to have money? I am just gonna see around the house if there are no money on the floor and for the rest idk…