LET ME RANT ABOUT MY CRUSH OK?
So. He sings. He’s the nicest person on the planet. he’s loyal, kind ASF, he can sing, he can play the guitar. He’s a social butterfly and again is SO KIND TO EVERYONE OMG. He has a tan, curly dark brown hair and dark brown eyes. Yes he has braces. so???
Omg he is so perfect I could cry. Liked him off and on for YEARS but never admitted it. When I liked a guy around a year ago, and asked my friend if he was single, that friend asked through THE GUY I CURRENTLY LIKE so I didn’t want to act like a boy fanatic switching from guy to guy so I didn’t say anything.
I went to a mini concert at a bar, and his band played at it. I WILL TELL YOU, THE AMOUNT OF BUTTERFLIES I GOT THE WHOLE TIME is insane. I was filming their band side on (bc most people be sitting down right) and he kept looking at me and OMG we held eye contact for like 15 secs which is massive for me okay but YES AND AHH I SMILED-
and then what made me go into a trance was a bridge of a fav song I really love (dammit ofc I forget the name) and we looking at each other during the build up and he forgets to start singing and omg- and then the bridge is like total trance mode I can’t see ANYTHING ELSE BUT HIM SINGING THAT DAMN BRIDGE and omg at this point I just KNOW, I KNOW that i’m in this too deep 😭
After the concert, I was gonna go tell him how amazing they sounded but silly me had to go home….. GUH KMN. On insta, I was gonna message him, but GUESS JOLLY WHAT???? he doesn’t follow me back.. so I had to request… GUHHHHHH i’m gonna loose all my confidence…
then I confessed to my 2 besties that I liked him and instead of them making fun of me (he’s been the subject of interest for all of us for a while, well me and another friend but she always heavily denys she ever liked him, its only bc we are shipping them bc they are both crazy musical) and they both go “oh yeah he’s a great guy. I see what you mean” and i’m like OMG they UNDERSTAND AHHHHHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA
and now its a waiting game to see if he will FREAKING FOLLOW ME BACK ON INSTAGRAM COME ON MATE PLEASE I’M BEGGING YOU I AM DESPERATE ATP
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