My boyfriend situation
My boyfriend and I haven’t been talking. Idk what happend… one day at school he just stopped talking to me. So let me back up. He and I have been together since December. Something similar happend earlier in January.
So back in January we just got off of winter break. And for 3 weeks he didn’t talk to me. My friend ( who was with his friend a that time) tried getting us to talk. I tried talking to him. He just always focused on his friends during lunch, playing on his phone with them. It ended with him in February asking me out to a school event. During the school event we grew closer. Eventually holding hands and telling each other that we loved each other. Ever since then we were always close.
Now to present day situation, the last time we held hands was in July. We have been in an awkward avoidance since, and when we would talk, he would always make jokes on how I was r*sist which wasn’t true considering he made N word jokes. When he was always on his phone, I started flirting with girls so that I could feel loved back. (stupid idea) I recently started flirting with other girls, him, on the other hand has been flirting with boys. Touching, laying on them, cracking and backshotting them. The breaking point came when he and his friend were sitting on each other during a quiz bowl game. I just stopped flirting with girls and started avoiding him(I tried but there’s nothing I could do when I had 4 periods with him) he hasn’t been acting like a boyfriend in a while.
I’ve been told by my friends to talk to him. I’ve been scarred to. I don’t know why. Now, I’m noticing that a girl who has the same schedule as him get close to him. He’s close to her. As well as a few more girls. He has more energy for his friends than me, his girlfriend. He’s quite popular at my school as a class topper so it would make sense. But the thing that I hate the most is that if he got with that girl, they would be the power couple of the school. The avoidance has gotten so bad that people are asking if we’re still dating. I really do love him. I don’t think it’s the same for him.
Advice is welcome plz
