My FEAR is weird (I'm so brave and so cowardly at the same time)

I am weird when it comes to fear. I have one of the strongest stomachs and one of the weakest stomachs, I know. It’s weird

I can handle the deepest, darkest, most chilling, psychological horror anyone can throw at me, I love psychological horror.

But you show me a horror movie with blood and I can’t sleep for weeks.

I can handle descriptions of the most horrible crime scenes, show me photos of a mild one and I scream every time I close my eyes.

It’s so weird.
Also I have such an intense fear of heights, I literally got scared when my little sister asked me to go on the playground with her (and the playground was like 3 stories) so when we got to the top I looked down and I was just like “IM OUTTA HERE”

I’m also scared of stairs with holes in them. I no joke can’t handle them at all. We went to a lighthouse, but it had the stairs with holes in them and I made it one story. 0-0 (This was about a month ago btw)

I also am a bit of a freak when it comes to safety, like my mom was taking a picture while riding the bike, she’s really good at it, but I just screamed “PUT THE FREAKING PHONE DOWN!!!”

It’s weird. I’m so brave but so cowardly. I can watch documentaries about serial killers in the middle of the night in a room with the lights off, but I’m scared of a kids playground. 0-0

I actually got anxiety at one point when I was consuming too much true crime, and to double my anxiety we were on vacation and not sleeping home, so I like, literally needed someone else in the room with me. And it was like this for a week, but then, out of no where, the fear disappeared and now I quite literally listen to true crime when I GO TO SLEEP.

It’s really weird lmao.

Oh and one more really random fear. One of my greatest fear is seeing someone watching me at night. Like I walk upstairs and I see a person staring at me, even if it was one of my friends, even if it was a harmless looking person, I’d scream so loud.

Oh!! And every time someone got hurt in the hunger games I had to look away, I think that tells you everything ;)