ok maybe I should...
I’ve been contemplating going to the doctor.. I reckon I should.. i’ve been having an off and on fever for a few days, no sore throat but a cough, and it feels like I have like stuff in the bottom of my lungs.
I wasn’t worried until like right now, bc I have been just doing big breathes and I can FEEL my actual lungs vibrating.. like its creepy and I don’t like it. Also the first time I have been super wheezy..? i’m kinda freaking out rn…
The reason why I am so on edge, is because 1, I have terrible health and a sh*tty immune system, and 2, my ex friend actually had the same thing a few years back, and went from school to the doctor to the hospital to a helicopter that flew her to the best child medical center in our country in a single day. She had pneumonia along with a BUNCH of other stuff, and flat lined twice during surgery… shes fine now but still….
FRICK i’m scared now. Also i’ve been getting dizzy WHILE writing this, even tho i’m friggen IN BED
But I don’t WANT to go sit in a hospital bed.. or worry anyone.. FRICK I hate life