This is lowky so embarassing
sup,
ugh, okay, i get this is a me problem and probably me just being ugh, and I need to fix this but, erm, i’ll make this quick.
so basically if i’m having a good sleep and I haven’t slept fr atleast 5 - 10 minutes yet, and you try to wake me up, you’ll be summoning a demon not even my dad an control and my mom had given up trying. i’ll scream my lungs out, curse your family and decendents and put a hex on you somehow all while verbally abusing you in 5 sentences. lord help me, this is such a problem, cuz I don’t have good sleep and I sleep at random times. this is also probably another reason I wanna go inperson to school, cuz I think i’ll gain a sense of time because of it. idk really. just right now my grandma came in and said how she was surprised and baffled on how I can speak like that, not in a good way. and I feel guilty that I yelled at my dad for waking me up, or trying, like the dudes such a good guy. like he is so chill, the only times he scares me is when he is angry. he is a little scary and strict when he is in a bad mood but he doesn’t lash out much, so I feel so baddd.
lately I have been hungry but not having much of an appetite to eat, so i’m always hangry. I also have been eating less too then when i’m forced to eat, I EAT TOO MUCH. ugh, i’m such a fattiee. aand I started reacting less and less to things I used to react a lot too?? is it because my periods supposed to start in 6 days?? ugh its all the periods fault. i’m gonna go cry now under my desk and rethink my life choices.
byee, remember to grab a cookie along the way!🍪
