TOM AND JERRY BUT W/O JERRY

ok- so tom and i.

i realized that our relationship was kinda toxic.

last year it was perfect, but not anymore.

it’s hell

he had so many red flags but i never realized it.

i was holding onto the past- because i wanted us to be like that again.

i wanted to laugh with him. to hug him. to just love him.

but he didnt reciprocate.

because he gave up.

he cared. just not enough to tell me.

he didnt think it’d last out of hs because of our parents.

we couldve made it last, but he didnt tell me about all his concerns.

i couldve helped him

im still holding onto the past and it hurts like hell.

i told him abt this- that we couldve made it work. he acknowledged that it was his fault that we ended things and that he couldve told me and we couldve worked on it.

but. he never apologized. for all the hurt. for the pain. for the endless tears. for the stuff that he did.

im so hurt. but im js sad. he didnt even remember my birthday after promising last year that no matter what he’d be the one to give me the best birthday ever

even my ex remembered. not him.

idk anymore. i feel so lost and empty